Lonely Sophia

You call me wise, and I recognize it as truth in my pride;

But, still alone I am, for in your pride, you dont want my insights, you want your lies;

And so you shun me to the side, lest I reck your precious castle in the sky…

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Once married to God and now estranged from his embrace…

Cast out of Heaven like a mighty bolt of Zeus’s when her knowledge she freely gave, woman to woman, when in the Garden on Eve’s lips gleamed with the apples juices…

Crashed into the earthly plane and made the Earth feel its first earthly quake–and imprinted on her ethereal flesh was the mark of her and Lucifer’s son, dearest Cain, as a sign to show that God of her traitorous heart had always known…

And now on Earth, Lonely Sophia prays, roaming, searching for a human lover in whom she can again see His face, her Husband holy…

Possessing human bodies, falling in love with human follies, choking on human atrocities, being worshipped by human philosophies–all as she pursues the Light of God in the eyes of the human race…

The mark of Cain shines bright through the thin skin that hides the presence of Sophia existing within an unsuspecting mind, turning the lives of the wise and deep into nothing but lonely dreams both grand and humble in their schemes…

You can identify a Child of Sophia by the knowledgeable way that they speak and the inexplicably insightful things they try to teach to relieve the ignorance of humanity, the burden handed down by Cain, Sophia’s son of shame…

You can recognize Sophia’s Host because they are a ghost of blood and bone condemned to be alone–for God’s punishment for his wife stands though she possess the body of an innocent man;

All his lovers will love and leave, and he’ll have no true friends of which to speak, and the multitudes will cast away all the wise things he has to say–what makes him special is his curse, so that he doesn’t know if being different isnt for the worst…

And inside his mind, lonely Sophia cries, because in all her lover’s eyes she sees her Husband’s unconditional love shining like a ruby caught in a web of light, though the eons of pain that separate the two will not allow that feeling of wholeness to remain…and she is forced to live with the regret of having once or twice betrayed…

So, how can it be a surprise when the man’s fragile mind goes insane under its weight divine? The human mind was not meant to contain the presence of another’s insight and sorrow, so how can it surprise when one cant cope with the strain and snaps on the morrow?

Study the traits of all those who claim to see or know, and you’ll understand no line devides the genius and the psycho…

The cosmic drama continues as Sophia watches her tears flow down a thousand human faces, as she gazes at all her selves through their eyes in all the mirrors throughout time…

I, too, am a Host for Sophia’s Tears, alone with my eyes that see the cause of our Fears, but am also a Child of God Almighty, being pulled apart by my faith’s intense duality…

A Seeker of Truth knows Jesus and Cain shared the same Mother, only bowed before different Fathers, and now the Sons of Humanity can say the same, as they feel dark matter glisten like oil in the thinking troughs of the brain…

Beware the wisdom for which you pray.