Outpouring

Dear God, I’ve lost my way, and in this darkness I cannot see your face;

I see this journey has gone from from the sunny plain to the darkest forest, but when will you lead me out again?

When will I once again call you Father instead of just my God, when will I ’round my spirit once more feel your loving arms?

I have felt alone in my insecurity, pain, and fear for so long…did I your presence drive away in my desperate need for love?

Or is because I like to dabble in the dark?

My romance with shadows, my trysts with the night…did my affairs cause your Spirit to abandon me to my despair?

Father, let me know you’re there…